Privacy Yep, It' A "Poor Me" Post

  It seems like many blogs are going private these days.  "Tales From the Serenity Hospital", which i really enjoyed, went private long ago.  Needless to say, i really miss it.     Another blog i really liked, a Medical Student, now in her second year, went private some time ago. i (foolishly asked for an invite on another blog, now i am glad i didn't get one.)   i would just be totally envious of her life...the perfect life of the perfect medical student. Besides, who wants to be in a club where no one wants you, right?

  If you, whoever you are, haven't already figured it out, i am on a REAL downer at the moment.  A "Life Sucks" kind of few days....weeks.....?  What a whiney one i am.

        And, yes, you guessed it.....i don't take rejection easily.   Got the latest stiches to show for it.  TMI.Not related to blogs, but to life in general.

   Rest In Peace, Dear Brittany Murphy.

  "i wake up in the morning and i wonder, why everything's the same as it was....."

   Annnnnd, i just keep getting FATTER and fatter and wish i could just hibernate and pop laxitives...but apparently that's not in the cards and mom has a full social calendar planned. Sh#t.

  PS  Me again.   Now, one of my favorite blogs has gone private. One i have followed for years. One i thought was a friend. i am probably over reacting, but that is just me, the way i am.

      Thanks, all, for your sweet comments. i don't feel so alone anymore.

   And, somehow, i don't want to ask for an invite to her blog because that is sooooo whiney and pathetic, jut like my DX.  By the way Maigre, i know i would like you tons, no mattter what.  Wow. You sound like me, sweetie!

What's Going On Here?

   i just don't understand it. Each day, each hour...seems to last so long?  What is wrong with me?  Shouldn't i be grateful for every moment i have? i should............be, i suppose.

   Yes, there is definately something wrong with me.

       Love to all