i just don't understand it. Each day, each hour...seems to last so long? What is wrong with me? Shouldn't i be grateful for every moment i have? i should............be, i suppose.
Yes, there is definately something wrong with me.
Love to all
Nothing wrong with you!I sometimes feel that way too... Or it could mean that there's something wrong with both of us (: Hope you're doing fine, stay happy, don't let that darkness drag you down! (: *hugs*
ReplyDeleteYou sit yourself down right now and listen to me:
ReplyDeleteTHERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU. You are waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy to critical of yourself, and it hurts me to hear it because you are really well and truly a WONDERFUL person and I wish you could see it. <3 <3 <3
I think maybe you were raised Irish-Catholic in a past life? We are raised to believe that everyone else is a saint, we are sinners, there is no possible redemption, and that we ought to be ashamed of ourselves every waking moment of our lives.
It's taken me the better part of the last ten years to begin to realize that all of that is total and utter bullcrap.
In theory, we should all be grateful for each moment we have and appreciate life and blah blah blah, but those things are entirely unrealistic. Life suck a lot of the time. It's natural to wish our days and hours wouldn't drag on so languorously.
....I don't want to be peddling my bad habits about the place, but clonazepam is fabulous for getting the hours to go by a bit faster, or at least a bit more enjoyably. And it's not nearly as addictive/dangerous/omg stop doing drugs/etc as something like valium. :D
Feel better muffin. The days drag and drag and d r a g here too.
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xoxoxo