They Did. But, anyhow.
Hi again. i just haven't felt like writing lately. A combination of sadness and laziness and....i don't know...comparing myself to all the other great blogs out there and knowing i'll always be just me with nothing witty or interesting to say and only videos to put up...no, that's not ment for anyone to console me, it's just the truth.
So, i know it's practically Christmas, but how was you all's Thanksgiving? Ours was....interesting. Too short of a trip out West...and everyone, i mean, everyone there was RICH...we were like the "Poor Relations" from out of State. Seriously. But, no jealuosly here. No. None at all. Zero. (Yeah, right.) My Mom, although she worked her self WAY too hard, told me in an e-mail that it was one of her favorite Thanksgiving's ever...so really that's what counts. And it was great to see my Sis and BIL, as well as my absolutely adorable and oh, so fun Cousin's Son's,(not sure what they are called) they are alot of fun, even if i am 20 years older than them...OLD!!!!! One is married to this stunningly beautiful Korean girl and the other had a gorgeous date...they both looked like "Top Models"! We (Chris and i) also got to visit my Aunt and Uncle and their 7 month old Westie,"Duncan", fun to play with a frisky pup instead of two very expensive dogs that just lay around and eat....God bless them!
Shrink today...and the report of various failures....AGAIN! Sometimes i wonder if i'm" testing" him, to see what he will do with the rebellious, "teenager" me. Shall bring that up today, he probably thought of it weeks ago. Dammit.
Bye, Dahlings
Edit....first video. i just l o v e them....and isn't the lead singer beautiful???
Thanks, Matthew!
Hey Tracey, it's great to see you're blogging again. Don't worry about comparing yourself to other people's blogs. The way I look at it, there will always be someone out there who's better at this than you are so why worry? I certainly don't and my blog posts are far from the greatest.
ReplyDeleteI find blogging really helps to cheer me up, it's a personal journal and while I like being liked if people don't want to read it, that's their issue not your own!
But anyway, I'm rambling. It's great to hear you had a great Thanksgiving and that you're excited for Christmas. Good luck with the shrink too. Because of my mistake with drugs in recent weeks I have to start with being depressed all over again but I know I CAN BEAT IT and you can too! Great post as always! :)
I love your blog, so I really don't know what you're talking about.
ReplyDeleteAND YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE UNTIL YOU GIVE UP.
<3 <3 <3
I'm glad you had a nice Thanksgiving, even if you are the "poor relations." ;) My whole family is the poor relations... Instead, I'm like the Random daughter-stepdaughter-sister-stepgranddaughter-??? that no one really wants around, but they can't really do anything about it. :/
At least, it usually feels that way. Could be all in my head. Idk.
I think you should run away and come stay with us for Christmas. We can have a proper Black Sheep Christmas!!
xoxoxoxo
That first video was like the best musical treat I've had in ages! *Glomps*
ReplyDeleteI don't care what you're talking about, so long as you're posting! I know how you feel, though. there are so many people with interesting, funny and sometimes harrowing things to say that I feel like some little brat just wasting space. We started these blogs for ourselves, though. We should write what we want to and screw the rest of them!
OMG Glee. They have a Glee version of 'last Christmas I gave you my heart' on the Christmas rotation at work. . . They play it 2 songs after the original version. It makes me want to throw things at the speakers.
Puppies are the best things ever. OMG Westies are the best ever! What colour is Duncan? Mum's wee 'Mono' is a silvery white colour. His parents were a cream dog and a white bitch, so he came out more like his Mum. I want a black Westie, but I don't think they breed them here :(
You're not old! I refuse to believe that! You're only as old as the person you're feeling :p It's all relative, anyway.
Lots of love and hugs to you! I hope you have a fun Christmas.
*Huggles*
Hey!
ReplyDeleteJust wanted to say that every blog is special and worth reading because all the people who write are special and worth being listened to.
Be strong!
I'll learn a christmas song just for you :p
ReplyDeletesecond cousins? or some sort of nephew... it always gets so complicated...
ReplyDeletehope your christmas is wonderful, I'm glad thanksgiving was good. mone was pretty great as well. not as stressful as it could have been all things considered..
<3 xox
Hugs are always welcome.
ReplyDelete*Hugs back*
Oh Tracy. I have something to confess that may categorically alter the status of our relationship. Here it comes: I. Hate. Glee.
ReplyDeleteNow that that is out of the way, I agree with what Cherry said. Keep writing!
My thanksgiving was kind of Blah but only because I demanded it be so because the rest of my year has pretty much sucked the life out of me. For the first time in a long time I'm looking forward to the New Year!
I guess someone spread the word, because that first video is private. I can't watch it.
ReplyDeleteAlso, your thanksgiving sounds like my everyday life. I live here in suburbia in my in-law's fancy townhouse, and everyone is snobby uppercrust white people that thumb their noses at the poor. I don't know if they know I'm poor, and that's why they hate me, but it may also be because I have no desire to drink crappy wine with them while they gossip about who's screwing who behind whose back. Or that I've told them to go f*** themselves before. Yeah, maybe that one.
Is it weird that im a guy and i watch glee? I tell my girlfriend that I hate it but secretly i think it's a good show :) My thanksgiving was awesome and christmas was the icing on the cake.
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