This blog isn't cute or funny or entertaining like all the other blogs i read . Hell, even my family avoids it, that should tell me something.If i could show you their "Life is all sunshine and rainbows" blogs....well. Never mind. i just have nothing to say.
Thank you, all you lovely people who have taken the time to come here. You deserve a medal or something. You are all the best of all humanity.
i was not made to blog.
Goodbye, my dears, tracy
Sunshine, daisy and cutefest blogs can be damn boring at times.
ReplyDeleteLove you so much, I will miss you heaps. Don't forget to write to me, ok? I'm still at the same address, and the mail-stealing neighbour moved out last year.(Woohooo! :D)
*Hugs*
Tracey seriously don't worry about it, my blog isn't always sunshine and happiness but awesome followers such as yourself don't mind no matter how things are and it's the same with your followers, honestly. I prefer your blog to a huge chunk of the fake, unrealistic blogs that are around here anyway, some people can be afraid to say how they feel on here and those kind of blogs aren't the best. Your blog is real and people like reality, I know I'd miss your blogging at least!
ReplyDeleteI whine about pretty much the same things month after month. I have very few readers (though the people that do read never cease to shower me with their awesomeness). In the end though, blogging is therapeutic. It helps me process my thoughts. I'm happy if I can amuse someone, but ultimately, it's for me. You don't need to write in a certain way or impress anyone. Sunshine and rainbows have their place, but keeping it real is just as important. If you enjoy blogging, keep blogging, and we will keep reading.
ReplyDeleteNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I LOVE YOUR BLOG, DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE!!!!!
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I swear I'll lock myself in the crawl space in the basement and abandon the internet forever if you leave.
xoxoxoxoxoxo
I think it's a damn fine blog and don't tell me otherwise! :)
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ReplyDeleteLong time no comment reply. IMMA DO IT NAO! :D
Maru is awesome! I'm so glad you liked him. You should watch 'Various Boxes and Maru', it's a total crackup.
Yeah, I staggered down to the front yard to plant petunias and repot my cyclamen while I was all dizzy with flu. I honestly thought it was all in my head or something. People tell you for years the mental illness is just you making shit up, so after a while you start to think everything is all in your head >.<
Omg Vegas? AWESOME! Some of my friends got married twice . . . they married in Vegas in the USA and in the Oamaru Basilica in NZ. I've always wanted to go to Vegas for Teh Lulz. I do envy you your forced trip :p
I won't publish your email, but it may take me a while to reply. I'm absolutely HORRIBLE with email and social contact contact :x
Thank you for the kind words. Gah I'm just so fucking ANGRY at her and don't know if I should stand up for myself or just keep it in to not cause strife. Then there's the tug-of-war in my head between saying FUCK YOU and fighting to stay alive and saying FUCK YOU and giving in to self-destruction.
If I was lucky enough to live near you I'd come visit and force you to come for walks and teach you how to spin poi so we could spin ourselves up some awesome arms and look like nutters and laugh and not care while our brains got pillaged by exercise endorphins.
Fun times for ALL!
Love you, take care and don't let the nattering old biddies get you down *huggles*
It's fine. I purposely keep my blog a secret from friends and family. :P
ReplyDeleteI miss you. :**(
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ReplyDeleteI'm still waiting.
ReplyDeleteOh dear, I just found you Momma Tracy. Pity too, as I came back to blogging and was missing you. And now you're gone too!
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Hope you come back at some point, or come over to my place and drop some of your wisdom. Take care.
P.S.
ReplyDeleteI'm trying to cut down on the hurting myself, I promise. Minecraft and more productive distractions are being implemented!
Lol, that Trex may make it's way into tattoo form, but I think I prefer the 'knit fast, die warm' ball of yarn done in a sailor-tattoo style. Your opinion?
I'll email you my postal address when I find out what it will be. I have no idea when I'm moving and need to change my addy to Miles'. Ugh I fucking hate moving, so many fucking annoying things involved.
Love you so much. Thank you for the comments <3
YOU'RE ONE TO TALK, MADAM. I've been waiting for you to come back a heck of a lot longer.
ReplyDeleteI MISSS YOOOOUUUUUUUUUUU
COOOMMMMMMMMME BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK
ReplyDeleteare you going to start posting again soon?
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ReplyDeleteI love you so much, you really are an angel.
*huggles*
START BLOGGING AGAIN DARNIT.
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DeleteI hate that you're STILL NOT HERE
ReplyDeleteI miss your posts and regular comments a lot Tracy, I hope that everything's okay for you and that you're not too into drinking because you're an awesome person and you don't deserve to get sucked into all of that. Like Mich I'd love to see you post again more but we can't force you, so long as everything's good than I'm sure we can all be happy about that, thanks so much for your kind comment on my blog as always.
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ReplyDeleteMiss you so much, Tracy <3
You should see my hair up close, the brown is washing out all patchy and I really need the ends taken off. Ssssh, I'm already getting greys! And oranges. WTFF???
Glad I could provide you with 10mins of random-as fun. *hugs*
We need to start kicking up a stink about the stupid fucking bias so it's easier for the next lot of people who have to deal with this shit. It's hard enough dealing with our brain's shit without having to take crap from other people!
Love you so much. Thank you for the comments *huggles*
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ReplyDeleteAppointment was. . . interesting. Went a lot better than many I've had in the past.
That's not pathetic! You're in a shitty situation and desperate and the person who you KNOW can help isn't available to help. It's natural to cry when faced with that kind of crap!
I hope you can get to talk to someone when you go home, Is going home a good thing or a bad thing? How was your Mums? GRR I HATE BEING OUT OF THE LOOP!
YES YES YES BLOG AGAIN BLOG AGAIN PLEASE!!! How can I make you blog again? A pretty lacy shawl? Handknit socks every christmas?
Skinny Stealth Sneak was Amaris/Persephone Paix's idea of a name for September. Do you have plans? I have a relistic (if slightly optimistic) target and as-yet-undefined guidelines. Ugh.
Take care of yourself and have a safe flight home. Miss you and love you to bits <3
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ReplyDeleteLol, I'm not smart, just pure pigheaded stubborn. If I'd done this degree at the start/not waited so long to change majors I could have been out of Uni a lot faster than the 5 years my degree dragged on to be!
I'm planning a celebration of some sort, but I don't know what yet. Probably me doing whatever the fuck I like for a day with no obligations/housework etc.
Lol man you should have seen some of the shit we had after the Canterbury Quakes or during O-Week when we were open 24hours. Have I told you about the drunk guy who was so wasted he pissed on the candy display and didn't remember he got trespassed for it? He came in after he sobered up to buy panadol and powerade and the same Duty Manager who trespassed him had to explain why he couldn't come in the shop XD
Omfg I could never do fast food again. I did KFC and it was basically like your Maccas experience. Never. Again. Even the smell brings back bad memories!
Love you to bits and miss you like hell. Take care of yourself over there, ok? *hugs*
24 comments = you need to start blogging again.
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ReplyDeleteDefinitely need a get-together. So I can hug you and never let go. Maybe we could tie our parents into a bundle and dump them off the side of Mt.Ruapehu? AVALAAAAAANCHE!
Dammit why are family always such dicks? I hope you're ok. I miss you.
Love you so much <3
COME BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK *lost lamb face*
ReplyDeleteI'd love to knit for a living, and spin too. And have some sheep and alpaca for their floofs. Lovely, lovely floofs.
Do you mind if I find your old coworkers and managers and quietly kick the living shit out of them? The way they treated you was so not cool *hugs*
Love you so, so much. You're completely awesome and I miss you heaps. if I ever get to the states we must hang out, ok?
<3
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I miss you tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo :'(
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Come baaaaaaack Tracy!
Never forget that we're all still around if you ever need to talk to anybody Tracey. It pains me to see you come on drunk and needing somebody to talk to only to almost hide out of shame or something when you're sober. We're all always here for you and miss your blogging, hopefully things are better or at least are on the mend.
ReplyDeleteMy darling if your mum had left you in a basket on a mountain, I would never have known you; and my life and everyone else's would have been much poorer for it. <3
ReplyDeleteCOME BAAAAAAAAAACK TO YOUR BLOG FOR FECK'S SAKE
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ReplyDeleteThank you *hugs*
I miss you too! Please come back. Please.
*Tearful puppydog eyes*
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ReplyDeleteIf we BOTH have to live through this hell we are BOTH getting together to celebrate survival. Deal?
He said WHAT?!? What brought it on? Are you ok? What is happening? FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK D: *Thrashes around* I'm so worried. PLEASE be ok.
I love you so much Tracy. Miss you heaps :'(
Wish I'd stumbled across your blog sooner. There are so few people in the "over 25" category. Best Wishes.
ReplyDeleteYou are NOT stupid! You comment didn't publish because I was saving it so I could reply to it but I've been a lazy antisocial shit about replying to comments because I suck and I'm sorry but you are NOT stupid and your comment wasn't stupid either!
ReplyDeleteOmg we have more family weirdness developments with Dropkick Bro. I don't know what to think and UGH I'm so pissed off.
Fuck people like your Mum drive me insane! You are NOT a taxi service, ffs! You guys have a whole bunch of stress to deal with WITHOUT her and her demands!
Damn but I know what you mean about the 'Perfect' part of the family. My Aunt's kids are little gymnastic intelligent smartypants and Youngest Bro won his first game playing in Australia and his day job earns him over $AUS25 an hour on a banana plantation. The boss saw him fix a machine when it broke so he gets over $AUS30 an hour when he goes around the place fixing things. Mum's perfect little darling. I wish I could skip the country!
Love you heaps Tracy. I miss you and I need to know what address you're at now so I can send you a letter so you know my new address.
I MISSSSSS YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU. PLEASE COME BACK! D:
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ReplyDeleteYES THOSE PEOPLE. Annoying as all fuck.
I want to take that nurse out back and shut her in the Dairy freezer. Ignorant bitch!
Miss you and love you Tracy *huggles*
I miisssss you!!!!!! I'm sitting here drinking my icepick and lamenting the fact that you have not posted in a year.
ReplyDeleteLove you, my angel! <3
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ok both our sets of parents need a slap upside the head.
ReplyDeleteWith the tail of an Alamosaurus.
*Hugs you tightly*
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